Main Character? No, the Unreliable Narrator.

Ever since childhood, I've tried so hard to be the main character everywhere. I make myself the center of attention, talk to people, make them laugh, be there for them and do anything for the people I love, just like every single main character of every romance book. Sometimes, I wonder why... no one has done anything for me? It's not that I do everything for them to return the favor, but sometimes, I wish people saw through me, understood me, and had been there for me when I needed them the most.

The main characters in the books I read go the similar things as I do, and yet, in the end, they end up with their perfect life, but I, on the other hand, go through even worse situations, piling up one after the other. It makes me think that maybe I'm not the main character as I think myself to be; Maybe, I'm the unreliable narrator or the side character who is usually cut off after a few chapters.